Everyone has been asking me what I’m going to do next year and I hate answering them because the truth is that I have no fucking idea, and that makes me feel bad because here I am, breaking my back to try and just scrape a pass in IB, and everyone else has such a specific mindset for their future which I lack. And then today Isabel asked me what I wanted to do after she was talking about looking up courses at UQ, and my heart sank cause I don’t want to go to UQ since I have the qualifications to go somewhere else and I could have done QCS if I wanted to go to UQ, but anyway, I don’t want to lose contact with Isabel or Evie cause then I’m all alone again. 

Wow this is the most informal thing I’ve ever written on Tumblr, a 2 sentence paragraph.